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i cannot move my head very far to the right:
April 30, 2007
friday night, going out in houston, i was reminded of how much i will miss out on later in life, when things are much more depressing and i don't have the ability to go do fun stuff, because life outside of my home will seem crippling and horrible. i also had a dream where i peed in a freezer.
i watched a russ meyer film last night, FINDERS KEEPERS, LOVERS WEEPERS. there are a lot of tits in it and there is a really violent ending. it's really good for those reasons. the violence occurs over what must be like two-hundred dollars. there is a man raping his wife. there is also a man date-raping a woman in a pool. women are victims, and also predators. people are assholes. everybody in the movie is an asshole, except for maybe one of the hookers.
houston is realistic, and holds little hope or reality for anything other than financial gain or loss, and this is why i like it. writers and artists are, for the most part, all on the same level, at least to everyone who isn't a writer or artist, which is everyone but maybe like one percent of the population. if you want to be a writer or artist here, you are ready for very little fame or money. you have to get another job, and have it constantly remind you of how repetitive and painful life is. every week, michael chabon publishes a new million dollar novel about new york, and noah cicero takes another shitty job in youngstown so he can eat food.
in my soccer game last night, a guy hit me in the collar bone with his elbow. i fell down and started yelling "fuck" and "fuck me." i don't know why this is important. something to do with pain. i cannot move my head very far to the right today.
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i saw a russ meyers movie last week called motor psycho. it was about the same. tits, rape, violence. definitely one of the most entertaining movies i' ve seen in awhile for all the right reasons. light mental investment with a heavy subliminal return. i wish life were about mayhem more often.answers would be so much simpler to find
- andy / May 7, 2007 11:50 AM
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